Take A Step Towards Me

Positive.

Thu, 13 May 2010 19:16:53 -0400

I will do everything I can to keep myself there in a positive way.

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Thu, 13 May 2010 19:03:26 -0400

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Thu, 13 May 2010 19:03:08 -0400

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It'll never be perfect, and it will never be exactly the same.

Thu, 13 May 2010 19:02:40 -0400

But I’m going to try and get us there again. Because I miss my best friend.

For the truth's sake.

Thu, 13 May 2010 18:49:49 -0400

I would care. Because I do care. I might have showed it too late, or too little. But I do. Everything is so hard. And saying that isn’t going to make it better. I know that no matter what, you’ll be here, and that.. that simple thing, is something I’ve taken too much advantage on. I hate myself for it, because you didn’t deserve it. You didn’t deserve anything I threw your way. I was a terrible best friend, and even worse everything else. I want to make it better. I want to show you that I care more then you know. These words aren’t enough. We’re all running out of time. Someday, it’ll be me and you against the world again, instead of me and you against each other. I promise, I’ll get us there eventually.

I deserve that. I do. I understand.

Thu, 13 May 2010 18:15:37 -0400

I feel like that was a slap in the face, that I possibly.. actually, I completely deserved that....

Thu, 13 May 2010 16:36:35 -0400

I feel like that was a slap in the face, that I possibly.. actually, I completely deserved that. Okay. I’m gone for a while then.

sdkdsfjkhasdjkgf -quiet.

Thu, 13 May 2010 16:12:15 -0400

Don't worry. The tears have stopped.

Thu, 13 May 2010 15:30:16 -0400

And so has this conversation.

Thanks, for the tissues.

Thu, 13 May 2010 15:25:20 -0400

Don't. Just don't. Please.

Thu, 13 May 2010 15:20:00 -0400

Anxiety is a bitch.

Thu, 13 May 2010 15:15:50 -0400

Let's talk about who's going to start doing things right.

Thu, 13 May 2010 12:58:00 -0400

1. Messaging you, was hard. Just needed to say that. It took nearly everything in me.

2. I haven’t been fair to you. I owe you replies, and answers and so much more. Things have become complicated due to our connection, and the fact that I can’t control the fact that I’m an idiot. I’m sorry. And you do deserve better. Don’t wait around for someone that isn’t worth it. I love you. You’re my best friend. But I don’t want to hurt you any more, and we need to talk about it.

3. I do need to pull my shit together. I’m working on that right now. I can’t promise it’s going to be an all up hill climb, because I know I’ll slip back down a few times. I’m sorry I threw all that at you last night, you didn’t deserve that. You don’t deserve any of this.

4. I’m sorry that you have to listen to me go off about every one else, and how I feel. I know it hurts you. I know you say it doesn’t matter. But it does. I know you care too much about me, and no enough about yourself. I love you to death, because you are my best friend, too. But it’s just not going to be the way you want, and I’m sorry. I promise I’m done.

I know that none of this, is going to be okay, just because I’ve written it down. I know that. I’m ready to take the time, and make it better as best as I can. I can’t promise it will be easy, or always consistant. No one can change things just like that. But I’m going to try.

Forgive me,

Wed, 28 Apr 2010 20:32:52 -0400

Please? I know that it’s a lot to ask of you. All things considered. I’m sorry that I’ve been absent, and confusing. I’m sorry that I messed things up with us for a while. I’m sorry that I’ll never be everything I want for you. I’m trying. I might not get there, but believe me, I’m trying. And I’ll continue to try harder. I never want to hurt you again.

Tell me what I can do to fix me and you.

Sat, 24 Apr 2010 17:14:48 -0400

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Fri, 23 Apr 2010 17:48:26 -0400

fuckyesjoejonas

Baby Wyatt.

I know you're right.

Fri, 23 Apr 2010 17:18:20 -0400

I miss you, as well. I’ll be around more soon. I promise you.

Have you given up on me?

Mon, 19 Apr 2010 23:56:49 -0400

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Fri, 16 Apr 2010 16:53:08 -0400

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